Sunday, April 22, 2007
i hate to be in love again.....is so hurtful....i cant barely take it....y u muz do diz to me...nv pick up my call..nv msg me...wat did i do wrong to u...all i ask is for ur love....n diz is wat i get...i respect u..bt nw i dun tink i shud respect u...ya i noe u bz working...bt doesnt mean u dun hv tym for me to show dat u care 4 me...i sick or wat u doesnt noe..i hv undergo alot of stress...wit sch...wit my x..hu kip disturbing me lyk mad dog..n nw u...y u giving me a false hope....if u juz wan me for something juz say so...wen u get it u leave me...is dat who u are...im full of confident u are nt lyk dat...bt u prove me wrong...i guess we juz go our seperate ways nw...i cant take it...after wat i do..all i get is nuthing...nt even a word of love frm u after dat day...juz say it if u dun love me ani more....dun let me love u for nuthing...i hope u get wat i mean...i dun wan to be hurt again...i hv enough...i hv enough...i hv enough of being hurt...n nw u are doing to me...y y y y y y....o god plz help me...i so helpless nw. i trusted u..i tell u all my prob to u...u noe me n i noe u..n u do diz to me...i juz nid an ans to it...do still love me n treat me as gf or nt...??if no juz say no..no nid to hide...if u still love me plz explain to me...y u are doing diz to me...i nid an explanation...plz ans me asap....I HATE TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN IF I HV THE CHANCE TO IN LOVE AGAIN...!!!
Dis is me signing off
@10:15 PM