Monday, March 26, 2007
Been bz past few wk wit work..aniwae i pass my exam..hooray to me...i did well for my exam..it been 3 wk..i guess..im single..to b frank..i still truely love him..juz last wk he call me..frm the way he tok to me..sound dat he still care for me so i ask him..he say ya he care for me as a fren..so i guess we could b fren..bt tragic happen..yesterday...he called me..so i called him back..he say he at amk..im so happi tot can mit him..wen i ask y he at amk so he said he juz frm town celebrate his fren bday..it was a gerl...i was so heartbroken n cried n juz put dwn his phone...i msg him telling him dat..we shud nt contact each other animore..coz i dun wan his 'fren' think wrongly...i oso tell him dat i noe him very well dat he would nt go out wit ani gerl if he is intersted in her..he lied to me...ya i noe im nt his gf animore..he can do anitink..bt im jealous..coz i still love him..i couldnt stop loving him...if can no gerl can b wit him execpt for me..even if we r juz fren..i cant stand it..i was so damn hurt by dat...i tried to overcome diz prob by crying all my heart out..bt it doesnt work...my mind kip thinking of him..o god plz help me...im so helpless nw..although i moving on nw..i juz cant help myself..my love for him is still strong..i hope he read my blog..i noe i nid to forget the past..i juz cant...i may look hapi outside bt my inside still crying over wat had happen...i juz wish i cud turn back tym n correct my mistake wit him..."Jackson..i hope u are reading diz blog...i juz want to tell u dat i still truely love u..i cant help it...i juz nid to tell u..i want to celebrate ur bday wit u..i want to surprise u wit something..bt i guess i cant nw..someone will b celebrating it wit u rite..u ask me to promise u something..yes i did kip dat promise..bt i dun tink ur promise nw worth it to me since u hv found someone new to replaced me..u dun nid a fren lyk me..im nt ur type of fren u shud b wit..someone new will take care of u...u juz trust her n love her wit all ur heart juz lyk u love we..bt dun waste ur money ok...i guess diz is the end of our frenship..i juz cant b ur fren...im too jealous...i wish u all the best wit someone new...i will alwaiz love u...i do..."
Dis is me signing off
@5:28 PM
